While He works out the terms of the discipline rules, He has been providing maintenance discipline to me. For this week, I am to be spanked each morning. My bottom is a lovely red and a bit sore as I drive to work each day - this has helped me focus more and not drift into daydreams at work. I have also worked harder to meet my commitments. I really do desire the maintenance discipline.
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Not U/us |
For a variety of reasons - possibly because I was in the shower late this morning, I did not get spanked today. And my ability to stay focused has suffered. I am working hard at it - but not seeing any results. I have just moved one work appointment an hour back in an attempt to recover, but instead of working, I am posting here. Arggghhhh.
I am a little surprised at how much I crave the discipline and rely on it, since it is so new, but I have taken to it like a
tongue to cock. ;)
Okay, I am returning to work. I must accomplish things today.
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